Anarchive

The way i wanted to anarchive this was by using the bible. I didn't want to use a bible that i just bought because there is no value for me in it. I used this bible that i got from someone a while ago. They claimed to be christian but hurt my family, saying that God wanted it that way. That's why i choose this particular bible.

Every day my mom picks up this little jar were she draws out these little yellow cards. On these cards there are bible verses. When i still lived at home as a kid i would do it too. She told me that with these cards came a direct message from God. If you picked a certain card with a verse, that is want God wanted to tell you that day. It was about a lot of different topics, hope, faith, forgiveness ect. It was kind of nice and helpful because i believed God spoke to me.

I wanted to buy the same little jar for myself and pick it out everyday. Sadly they don't sell them anymore, not even on marktplaats. So i asked my mom if i could loan her's. But she answered me back saying that she still uses the jar everyday and she cannot miss it from her home. She even started looking for a new one but in the end didn't find any.
That is why i used a bible. Everyday i would go to a bible verse generator side and everyday i get a new verse. I opened my bible and would take away the verse because God already told me this verse that day. Slowing making my way through the bible. Transforming and making new texts while communicating with God.

This practice was more-than-bullshit