what can _______________ learn us?

more than _human_

own work

hans bellmer

berlinde de bruyckere

my previous research regarding transience, personification and my connection with transience

n o t e s

is a human not merely a thought

what can transcience learn us?

first things coming to mind starting the practice

pt.1

- i miss my brain here -
- i miss my fragility -
- my sense of ____
- sense of what?

'doings' & 'seeings'

pt.1

is she feeling envy or sad?
envious about the possibility that a cockroach can live forever?
sad about her own ending?

wonderings:
is that what i am merely a human? and than, what is merely being a human?

Is this human the more than human with coming back to the earth? Let the world feast on the body?

do I conserve with the memories I have?
am I conserved with the memories I have?

the _sounds_ of conserving the self?

trying to make sense for a minute

are we hunting ourselves down for that everlasting bit of bits?

a book of the questions I proposed here online & offline, would that be an idea to make?

__note to self: found out that this is only if I want. the questions are already in this archive__

except for the stones, all this is gone now. pulverised to dust.

what does the stone mean for the transience of the human? a stone will be gone in a matter of a lot of time entities. the flowers in small time entities.

in contrast to the stone, we are a flower.
more than human would could be a stone.


__ NOTE TO SELF; SELF-REFLECTION: more than human is not about centering the human!!! why should I even compare these elements if everything is the same and nothing is the same? and still comparing is important, also for our brains to make sense of everything around us, but also to see the differences that are actually there.

my archive is the visual and literal exploration of the human, the transience and the more-than-human approach in the human's transience.

the anarchive is to use this information in the creation of a transcience ___ more than human ___ something something

HOW CAN WE MAKE KIN WITH OUR TRANSIENCE THAT IS MORE THAN HUMAN?

we are _great_ in making transience all about us, us oh so valuable _humans_. what if we made kin with the notion that the transience is not all about us, but about the world and its nature absorbing us back?

I am just lost in my thoughts sometimes, wondering and wondering. What am I even saying? Is it even worth it to conserve 'it'? Why am I so bound to conserve the human and forget about everything else outside of humans, the more than human, even though I actually mean every essence that is more than human including humans?

“Why is it always raining here? Or is that just the sound of the television, tuned to a dead channel?”
― Mark Fisher, Ghosts of My Life: Writings on Depression, Hauntology and Lost Futures

We, and everything around us, are just elements of the past getting towards the future influencing the present

everything together, the water making the methaphorical 'babies' with the plants, making relations with eachother, making relations with the human: all 1 and all different elements.

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composting 101: how to compost the shit out of my neighbour

How to start a compost pile: putting a ton load of bodies on a pile and let that shit rot with leaves and wood and worms and all the 'dirty dirty' goods from the world

oh, and air

that's easy. make a list of who's next in the family.

uh no, the best compost bin is probably not that super deluxe coffin you were talking about.

myself and the potatoes I ate earlier