Quick!! Quick Make me a Human!! (9-9-2021)

Flower, water, cigarette, our little human. Conversations around humanity, what makes a human? We came to choices. A very meta description. Archiving but mostly anarchiving our little baby, and others.

(1-9-2021)

Come up with a new way of Cawing:

"Breath in my ear. Blow up the ear wax balloon with how you feel, what you ate, how your day was. Hot breath sliding towards my ear, missing the hole slightly and entering my mouth. Tasting that you are cold, angry, thirsty. How was your peanut butter sandwich? It feels nice on mu cheek, earlobe, right corner of my mouth. Breath in my ear, dry my eyeball with your air. Be careful not to pop the wax balloon."


Get out of my bubble story:

I'm a transformer, I go from C to K in the blink of an I,Eye. Uncomfortable growth, breaking out of my skull and not even winning a price for it. Transformer in a class of actors. Lets relate? How? friendly debate, competing< No thanks, thats something I hate.

I flunked (16-9-2021)

Interesting quotes from "Stuart Murray, Autism and the Posthuman"

"The by now clichéd idea that the autistic brain is a 'hard drive' that has been incorrectly wired. The link then, is not only one that might seem appealing to those involved in philosophy and post humanism generally, in that it opens new spaces for the consideration of core categories such as 'self' and 'being'.

On one hand it seems that posthumanism offers a productive space for autism, a beyond in which disability is not an issue because ideas of normative biological humanity itself have been transformed.
On the other hand, a post human conception of autism might involve languages and structures that are dangerous because, in that move to a space of beyond, the material links to the experience of a lived life, day-to-day business of being autistic, could be lost.

The productive idea of a post human autistic humanity could be thought of as 'radical humanism'.

If the desire to radicalize humanism is laudable for its concerns with a situated sense of political agency, it is still the case that the majority of the spaces in which an idea of 'the human' is made to work display hierarchies of mind and body that continues to label a condition such as autism as a 'disorder'.

(The condition) is widely understood as a disorder of selfhood in which persons fail by virtue of their condition to fulfill the birthright of developing, disclosing and searching for an individual identity. The presence of autistic persons thus constitutes a kind of scandal in a culture where the subject in search of self is virtually equated with what makes us human (Fisher, 2008, 51).

A post human future is both amenable to disability but also carries the potential to destroy it.

ArE Y0u N0rmaL????? 4 doctors in very white coats with very sleep hair can tell just by looking at you :00000 Or do a quizzzz (17-9-2021)

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5-11-2021

I made how the process feels of copying the dutch dictionary by hand into a song because of my project being far from finished. I wanted the duality of the project ( tranquility and headaches ) converted into a song that tries to encompass how this project feels.

This practice was more-than-bullshit